Small grin
greets me in the wee hours
print of an ear on my arm
from a sweet, sweaty head
sleeping on me.
my heart aches with the joy
of holding him.
smelling of innocence
and newness, he roots
click, clack
latching on-
milk flows freely
after the pinching sensation
smelling of
early spring mornings
crisp and dewy,
earth and sweet grass.
the pain and the joy,
a discordant harmony
within me, without me.
what an unexpected thing
this new life.
Today, I
cannot
turn the music up loud enough.
I want the music loud enough
that I can feel it reverberate through me
At a cellular level.
I find myself lost in the rhythms,
full of emotions
I don't have words for,
wrapped up in the complexity of lyrics.
Every breath rises with a joy
That threatens to split me
As though I've grown too small
To contain it.
And again.
Play it again
So all of me can hear.
Play it loud
So I can feel.
like an atom
accelerating
splitting
macro fission
energetic emission
as two beings emerge
separately
from one body
energy released
energy burned
brighter than imagined
as the first cry is heard
growing in intensity
proof of life
proof of love
glowing brighter
radiant.
Current Residence: BC Favourite genre of music: Alternative and Country Favourite photographer: My sister Operating System: XP Home MP3 player of choice: WinAmp/ iTunes Wallpaper of choice: Tropical Moon Of Thetis Skin of choice: Farscape Favourite cartoon character: Garfield/ GIR Personal Quote: "It's not you, it's me....I don't like you"
I did it! :D I passed the Primary Care Paramedic course! Our graduation ceremonies are at the begining of January. My dad wants to see if he can present me with my collar dogs instead of the lead instructor. That would be awesome. I'm just so happy to be finally done. It was an intense course and it seemed like it went on for a long time but I'm deffinately glad I did it. I went home for a day and then I drove out to Alberta with my mom and step-dad. It's fucking cold here! lol. Been awhile since I've stepped outside, taken one little breath and froze everything inside my nose. ;) It's good to be back with my family though. I've missed them.
Well. I did it. I got into the Primary Care Paramedic course. I'm half way through it now. It's extremely intense. My brain feels like it's completely saturated. I've got another exam on Monday and Tuesday. Written and practical. So far I've been doing alright. Haven't flunked out at least ;) I've only taken a couple pics during class. No time to even think about it unfortunately. Once I finish this roll of film I may a couple new ones. The course is over in December. And thank heavens for that! I'm just not cut out for school. I like learning but I'd rather it be practical, on the job learning. I understand the need for the schoolwork and al
Yes I did add it. I noticed you seemed to like the
color and found something special for ya from
my huge Photoshop style catalog. I'm glad you like it.
I didn't make it though. I got it from Adobe Online.
Best of luck in school again.